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Jan: Dropping by with a big and , hope all's well my friend...enjoyed your latest posts.
bobbie: nice blogs i was wondering if i can add you and if we can x-link
GAYCANUCK: Hello and good day beautiful. I'm back on line after takin' the summer off [read:computer dies/too lazy to fix till now] Nice to be back S
sparkle: hi love i subscribe to your journal
mystic: always happy to stop by and read your postsand blessings to you my dear friend have a great long w/e
Red: Thanks for stopping by. Im glad you enjoy the blog. I've added you to my friends.
The Okcitykid: Destroyed by blog AGAIN errrr, Got you back in the blog roll, been very busy, hope all is well.
Jon: Hope your week is going well !!
Grizz: Hey there LWM, I'm back and at it again...lol Pop on over sometime. Hope all has been well with you, best wishes.. be well, be safe...
amandamagick: sorry I changed it back thinking it was too much hassle to do the password thing. just sin in now since you are on my friends list. SORRY!
amandamagick: please go to my journal ok?
Jan: Dropping by with hugs and blessings, hope you're ok. Battling along here, some days are really tough but i fight on...take care.
Melissa: Hello my friend (HUGS) Well have new pc so am back online...trying to catch up on everything. Sending you my thoughts,
mystic: I am always happy to stop over to say hi blessed be
Joseph - Director: just wanting to say hi, i know its been a while, sorry for that. i do hope to hear from you though!
Azodnem: Thank you so much for leaving that beautiful book review in my tagboard. You were the first person to have purchased my book. Thank you. You words made me cry. LOL. Thank you for reading it.
Renee: Hi there! :) Thanks for coming by my place. I love your post ~ I love coming here. Anyway, know that I am thinking of you and hope that you have a great day! :)
Joseph - Director: hey, just wanted to say hi, you should subscribe to my blog so you can check out new posts and such, ill talk to you later ya? peace!
Jan: Hey, thanks for making the journey to my new online home and for being the first to leave me a tag...good to see you there...don't be a stranger!
_____hanya_____: hay ;) nice blog ;)
Jan: Don't you dare give up!...Fight!
Joseph - Director: hey, just wanted to stop by and say HI!!
mystic: no matter what we get our strength from within they push us down we get back up "why do we fall? to get back up." i love that quote
angelina: If victory is certain then even a coward can fight, But the real brave is the one who still dares to fight when his defeat is certain.
Joseph - Director: hey, i see you posted on Hazel's blog, i just wanted to say hi and see if you wanted to xlinks? that way we can complete the circle and all be friends lol. i hope to hear from you!
The Holly Tree: Hi LWM. Just dropping by to see what's new and to wish you a great week.
Samantha: I updated my blog, if you care to drop by sometimes...
Melody: HI there LWM. It has been a long time. I have not forgotten you. It just is that a lot has been going on. I hope you are doing okay. I have been down and thought that blogging and saying hi to all my friends here would be a better activity than where my mind was heading. TTYL
Hazel Quinn: I'm going to try your Free Will Zone technique. I'm sure it will help! Thanks!!!!
Chloe: Hello. Thanks for the nice comment you left for my blog entry about my Mama. Take care...
Azodnem: OMG ~ I love your response on my tag board!!! LOL
Azodnem: Just dropping by to show you some love... and look the hot Indians again.
The Holly Tree: Sunday, June 1/08, 10:32AM: Morning, LWM. Just dropping by to wish you a great day and a great week.
The Holly Tree: Thursday, May 29/08, 4:35AM: Hi LWM. Just dropping by to let you know there's a surprise waiting at the Tree...
Jamie: Hey,I just wanted to stop by & say hi. Hope all is well with you & yours. Wow, June will be here in a few days, this year will be over before we know it.
GAYCANUCK: Thanks for stopping by today... The beach is cool, but so are the DAKOTAS! Visited 3 years ago and LOVED IT! Very hospitable people there. BUT, very flat like Alberta! Have a great day... Shwno
Hazel Quinn: Thanks for stopping by my sites! Of course you can add me to your friends - I'd be honoured. I'm adding you to my links. I'm new to blogging - you've certainly got it all worked out. Look forward to more beautiful spiritual inspiration here.
greenwizard: I posted a new entry. Maybe you can give some more ideas on what to show about North Dakota
Tere: I love your blog and thanks for visiting mine. Hope to see ya again soon.
The Holly Tree: Thursday, May 22/08, 5:34PM: Hi LWM. Just stopping in to see what's new and to wish you a great weekend.
Joan: Visiting here...Good night!
The Holly Tree: Monday, May 19/08, 10:17AM: Morning, LWM. Thanks so much for visiting me and supporting me. I hope you have a good day and a good week ahead, my friend; I'll drop in later to see what's new.
Pheandy: Thanks...good night!
Jamie: Hey, Just wanted to stop by & say hi. I hope all is well with you & yours. Come by & visit me from time to time. Take Care.
lisgold: Hi i'm here to visit you and have a nice weekend
Lisa: Hello just visiting and have a great weekend
Azodnem: Thanks for passing by and leaving your condolences. I'm sorry I haven't posted in the past few days, but I've been very buys. Should have a new post up by the end of the weekend.
The Holly Tree: Friday, May 16/08, 12:53PM: Hi LWM. Just dropping in to wish you a great weekend. There are two new posts at the Tree, if you're interested...
mandi791: Hi just stopping by! Would you mind exchaning links with me?
Grizz: Greetings LWM, sorry it taken forever to get here and pay a visit and my respects. Been a crazy couple weeks on my end. Hope you are well. Have a great weekend out your way, many blessings to you.
Joan: HAVE A GREAT EVENING!
Pheandy: YOU FORGOT TO ADD ME HERE. I ADDED YOU ALREADY. THANKS
The Holly Tree: Wednesday, May 14/08 9:47AM: Hi LWM. Just dropping in to see what's new and wish you a great Hump Day.
Renee: Hey hun, just coming by to read the latest and send you some hugs ~ great entries!
Grizz: Greetings LWM, yes friend it has been awhile. Sorry for the delay, but had not been up to self as of late. Mending well, and getting back into swing of things. Hope you have a great weekend out your way. Take care for now...and thanks for stopping in once again.
GAYCANUCK: Excellent blogs...yes my dear, it is looking scary out in the world today... very worried and it's hard to watch news these days... EEEEK Shawno
Jon: Hope your week is going well.. pretty interesting post you had
mystic: and you have a blessed week as well my dear friend. loveyour music...
Joan: Come visit my house. Take your time grabbing some interesting tags that you like.
Joan: Thank you...see you around
Joan: Thank you for the kind reaction to my post. We came from nobody from dust and became SOMEBODY when God made us with His own image. Thank you so much for taking time to read my post. You are very welcome to visit my homepage. May God richly bless you.
Azodnem: Just dropping by to wish you a belated Beltane, and send you some love.
Schazmyrrh: Thank you for stopping by and it would be my pleasure if you'd add me.
Melissa: Hey my dear friend. Thank you so much for the e-card you sent. Hugs. Sorry for the vanish, just so much happening here. Just made a new post, I'll be back soon. Hugs again, M.
The Holly Tree: Thursday, May 1, 2008, 10:03AM: Hi, LWM Just dropping in to see how things are going and to wish you a great day and a great weekend. I'll be back again soon.
Pheandy: Blog hopping...
Joan: Blog hopping.....come visit me too.
The Holly Tree: Monday, Apr. 28, 2008, 7:43AM: Morning, LWM! Just dropping in to wish you a great week and let you know Manic Monday is up, if you feel like dropping by.
mystic: always a plesure to drop over my dear friend may this day be a blessed one for you and yours
Pika: Keep believing
The Holly Tree: Friday, Apr. 25, 2008, 8:35AM: Morning, LWM. Just popping by to see what's new and wish you a great weekend.
Roger The Peacefulvet: Mr. Pity is an Islamic Rock Group that honors Rachel Corrie, a young American woman who was run over by a bulldozer trying to stop the destruction civilian homes in the Gaza strip. She was an angel sent from heaven murdered by Isreal who have murdered all the prophets God has ever sent them. Thanks for stopping by and making a coment, looking forward to your next post
The Holly Tree: Wednesday, Apr. 23, 2008, 8:07AM: Morning, LWM. Just popping by to see what's new and to wish you a great day.
stevemaharry: Just stoping by to say hi. Hope your day went better than mine. I locked myself out ov my van three times today and had to walk about a mile back home to get the eztra set of keys.
Azodnem: Happy Monday!
The Holly Tree: Sunday, Apr. 20, 2008, 1:00PM: Hi LWM Just popping in to see what's new and to let you know I'm thinking about you. I hope you've had a nice weekend, my friend. See you again soon.
lisa: Hi, just visiting and have a great weekend to you..
stevemaharry: I started reading the lws's and your's new book. Iam half way done hope to finish it tonight. but I posted on my blog greenwizard.bravejournal.com what I feel about it so far. I will pst more after I finish reading. but I really like what I've read so far.
Juliana: Hopping here from one of the blogs I visited...TC
Jan: I'm so glad to hear things are getting better for you, the new book sounds great, i'm sure it will do really well... and those pics of the fairy feet are wonderful!Sorry i haven't been around much, i have so much to deal with right now (got to give up my home and most of my belongings, need more hours at work but can't get them, have to re home my Dudley...it goes on!)You take care and come visit me again real soon... Jan
Realm: was here
mystic: always a pleasure to see what new pics you have thanks for stopping over do come again my friend
Storm: loved walkin through your site! I too am blessed.
mystic: hey how are you doing? just saying hi been awhile and wanted to say hey lol
GAYCANUCK: Hello lovely lady... Thanks for your words of encouragement... means a lot to me having U stop by... Shawno
Jamie: Hey,Hope all is well with you & yours. Come by & visit me sometime.
Steven: Stopped by to see how you are.
Azodnem: I've just added like four more songs to my iPod becasue of you! ROFL!!!! I love some of the stuff you have up. Totally love "Under a Violet Moon"
The Holly Tree: Wednesday, Apr. 9, 2008, 7:34AM: Morning, LWM I'm making the rounds, visiting my friends, and you're on my list. Have a great Hump Day, my friend, and if you feel like it, hop on over to my place for a smile or two.
Sheik: hi i've added ur link in my blog....Link me back.....U've a nice blog...
Patrick: Hello Lady Wolfen Mists! Just stopped by to wish you a great w/e...! Take Care.
emzkie: hi there! nice blog here. care to xchange links with me?
Roger The Peacefulvet: I guess i've gotten a litle behind. So much to do, we need 36 hour days, well, I'll stop by and try to catch up and comment.Roger
mandi791: Hi, Just stopping by, I wanted to know if we could exchange links. Let me know :)
Theodore: hey lady!! thanks agian for all your help. n__n cant wait to see the light project flourish!
Jon: Hope your week is going well!
TheodoresEmpathy: hello. uhmm. im 20. and im really confused--- you see i know im a happy person. i have a good life. good relationships. a good job. my life can get dull at times but over all im fairly pleased at where im at. my concern is..Ever since i was a child i've always been so sensitive. to others and various energies in the room i visited.i cannot tell what it is---am i crazy? but all my close ones these days have been less fortunate or so to say...as a result i feel myself flooding with sorrow--that i
Azodnem: Blessed Ostara, LWM. and... yes... in my dream your hair was a dark blonde / almost auburn. *smile* ~ It was a JOY to see you in dreamtime. *hugs and love always*
Keeper: Thanks for stopping by and the note, have a great one!
Joan: Blog hopping...
mystic: My blessings to you my dear friend. I read that post and teared up for i too have been there not so long ago hold your head up high and anything can happen. Blessed be my dear friend

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Thursday, August 28th 2008

11:57 AM

Explaining the Messages I get aug 28 2008

So the great plans move forward and the universe manifests that which the Lady and Lord put into creation. The Angels (ALBs) have shared so much with me on what is to come and I have heard the voices of some humans speaking. They say, "Do not tell us more gloom and doom. Do not put only negative things upon our heads nor place such thoughts out to the universe."

Yet my friends, I say to you I only report what I am told when I am told. Half the time I do not fully remember what was said and must re read these reports myself. These are not my thoughts, not my warnings, not even within my realm of thinking are many of these things. Instead I say these are the words and thoughts of the higher powers that any of us could read if we took the time. I am no more special then any of you in this. I just have had such brain damage that it allows me the ability to hear the focused energies of the universe better. I can step aside easier and allow the flow of energies to pulse through me. So this is why I can hear when you can not, my chalk board was long ago erased of undue and unneeded extras, yours needs to be cleaned and so there is much more for these energies/transmissions to make their way through for you to hear.

I have learned to trust my intuition 100% it has allowed me to function in this world with all the disabilities and damages that have happened to this sad, tired old body. Your body has much to cut through to get to my unfilled vessel point and that’s why you have problems tuning in. Be pleased that you can function and make changes about you with the intellect that I have lost.

No I can listen and hear, but my friends I am limited as to actually making the changed happen. You on the other hand are smart and cunning in the ways of how things can be done and so you can MAKE these changes happen to the benefit of all.

So as you can see we all have our places in the great scheme of things, those like me who are damaged and broken and those like you who are grounded in this plane and who have the skills to make the changes needed.

But let us once more address these issues of always hearing doom and gloom. If this is what you are focusing on in these ALBs messages then you aren’t hearing with a true ear. Yes there will be harsh times; pain and loss will abound…that is simply a warning to those of pure light filled hearts who wish to prepare.

No the larger picture that Michael and so many others are saying is in all that Darkness there is a fleck of Light that is contained in all of us. That single holy flame of creation and divinity is growing as it fights back the darkness. Starting first in one single life and sent out to another and another and another until the light and flame grows exponentially and radiates so brightly that the darkness flees from it in fear and pain.

The Battle for this plane of existence is won with caring and love, with a showing of righteous indignation. There is a willingness to do what is needed for those about us so that their journey here is a little easier and a lot whole lot better, even if it costs us something. Such a showing of compassion to others is a gift within itself because as we give the Light grows and we who do the giving are enlightened even more and more. A unending pool of love, compassion and giving that wells over and through us and we are soon the winners in all things as we anchor this loving energy to this dimension. Through this light positive changes are made even as the darkest of material, spiritual, physical times swirl about us all. We are activating the God and Goddess within all of us this way. We are making the accession to the next spiritual level and we are becoming/remembering the truth of the spiritual creatures we absolutely are.

Michael and the others in the higher planes as well as the Creator(s) are astounded how quickly the awakening is going on. From one person to another we are reaching out, we are touching each other, we are trying to make the world a better place and we are seeing what needs to be done. We are acting on this and making changes, even small ones count!

We are remembering our missions here at this time in history and we are accepting what needs to be done. We are sharing in love and compassion; we are strongly urging peace even in the face of powers that try to subdue, conquer and suppress us.

We are no longer as apathetic as we were 8 years ago, when we were dazed and confused. No now we are shouting out, this is wrong that is wrong and we must change, we must love each other and we must make this a better place for all. No one need go hungry, no one needs to live in pain, no one is better then another, color doesn’t matter, sexual orientation or gender doesn’t matter, nothing like this matters, hearts matter, lives matter and and all souls count. People are reaching out with tolerance, sharing, encouragement and understanding and even if possible unconditional love (that’s the final target, unconditional love)

Yet they (the Lady and Lord, the ALBs and other higher beings) expected it to take longer for us to become open to the spiritual life changing energies. They expected it to be harder for us as we were moved to care, so this was a very unexpected surprise for them. These energies took root in our subconscious and like a wildfire Lightworker energies flowed though humanity. Not just Americans or English or Japanese or Russians or Africans or any other Country in the world but touching every living being in this world.

The energies not just accepted by many of us, but instead craved for and long awaited. We drank and continue to drink them like a man without water for 40 days. We are awash in bliss at the idea of positive changes and going back to a time we all once knew, where love was/is the essence and caring was/is the code of the day. We wait with open hearts a return to a time of humility of the soul and respect of the spirit. Not just spirit of self but of all others as well. When darkness wasn’t the common rule or standard but when light washed (and will once more) over all things and everyone was/is treasured, esteemed and appreciated.

So next time I give you messages of what is to come, things that the darkness plans for us, listen and make ready. Then reread it again and listen with your spirit ears and see what is being said WE ARE WINNING on unprecedented levels. Far beyond the expectations of those on the higher planes. We are making a difference. That door you opened today for the stranger with their hands full. That smile at the lady who was hurting or depressed. That seat you gave to the older man or the handicapped person. The child you saw being bullied and you came to their aid, asking if they wanted to walk with you. The gay who feared he would be in for a bashing as the drunken haters surrounded him and you called for him to come join you and your friends. These things and more, these are lifting us up and out and making the Light blaze in even the darkest times and situations.

It matters not to the Light if you are Christian, Pagan Muslim, Buddhist, Jewish or any other belief. It matters only that you are a worker of the Light (Light Worker) and that you are doing what you are called to do. That you are reaching out, and making a difference when and where you can.

This is our battle, our mission and our spiritual walk. Where are you on your walk? What are you doing daily to tend and share the holy divine light within and without? Why not at night when you do your devotions or day review think on this and ask yourself, " What have I done today? How much did I learn to love?" Count it off and each day try to do a little more. Soon you will feel you heart soaring and your soul filled with loving Light Worker energy and your spiritual ascension as well as these planes will be at hand.

Blessings

LWM

Side Note; Hummm I finished writing this exactly at 11;11 kinda neat aint it?

 

6 What ya all thought / Talk to me I am sooo Alone!

Sunday, August 24th 2008

1:14 PM

Angelic Human Race, Are you a part?

My friends as we look at the world around us, as we see what is happening on the material level and we feel what is here and yet to come on the spiritual level, I thought you might need a lift from the doom and gloom. Michael says:

"The Light is Winning, We are Winning!"

But this video may say it even better for some. Will you rise up and claim your Angelic mission?

Talk to me Tell me what you think and feel on this

Blessings,

LWM

3 What ya all thought / Talk to me I am sooo Alone!

Thursday, August 14th 2008

12:21 AM

Aug 14 2008 ALBs experience


My friends so much has been going on in the world and the Angels have been all secretive as to what is to come and what they are preparing for. I have been summoned twice I can recall to the conference room with my ever present notebook and I have stood before the screen that shows images but I can not recall it clearly and have been told not to try. When the time is right the information will surface and I will be able to share it. I asked why I couldn’t see it clearly and they said such plans could not be shared at this time because it would tip off the Darkness as to what is to come. Well I certainly don’t want that, I said and so I just wait as things tickle the edges of my mind.

To be honest it is very annoying, much like seeing this dark shapes out of the corner of your eye, knowing they are there but when you look at them they are gone, yet the second you look away they are there again. Yep that’s what it’s like in my mind right now.

Dates keep appearing, I am not sure what it means but Aug 16 and 17 seem important. It turns out there is an eclipse of the moon on the 16th good time to put away old things, releasing of death and darkness and the welcoming of life and light into our lives. That’s all I get on that.

Way back in April I was told to get together a Spiritual Emergency Kit and make it ready for sale. I did and I placed it for sale in my area yet few took advantage of it so I just put it away and didn’t think to offer it on the web. Well last night as Michael stood before me, once again kicking my chair his mighty hands in his hips and wings half up, looking for all the world a true warrior in his prime saying, “Hey cub wake up, ya got that Spiritual Emergency Kit ready? Its time to put it out there to those how are called and will need it.”

“Yep I have it ready but so far no ones really seemed interested.”

Michael smiled his grin infectious as the mischief twinkled from his eye, “Are you doubting my words cub? Do you think I would steer you wrong?” “No never Michael, I replied “But you have been know to tease me too much!”

A serious shadow crossed his face and left as quickly, “Not this time cub, not this time. Your work is needed and you need to stop spending so much time playing on myspace and get back to work. You have been neglectful of the Angelic Feather Project and you need to get those out as well as back to spreading the Light to those who will accept it. You have allowed yourself to get bogged down in these earth plane frequencies of negativity as you recover from your perceived recent losses. So your ‘healing rest time is over’ and now its back to work. Get that Spiritual Emergency Kit up as well as the crystals you are programming and the other things we have told you about.”

“Michael I cant remember them all clearly and besides I am only one person, I deserve to play a bit too.” I knew he was gonna get mad the minute it came out of my mouth, I got ready for his strong retort.

Michael looked at me with such gentleness tears welled up in my eyes. His hands touched my face and he said. “Cub I know you have given up much in this life to get where you are. You gave up a family life, a husband and children, you gave up being able to do as you pleased and the freedoms so many have with out a thought. So much more you gave up, but you did this willingly. When you came to this plane you knew what you were in for, you volunteered to walk this walk. In return for what you gave up you were granted access most never have to places, planes and gifts. You see, as others do not, you shine light where ever you go and you (and others like you) are major tools against the darkness.

You were given the gift of discernment and even if it makes you unpopular you must use it and be true to it. Your gift of wisdom has many flocking to you for answers, I know you get tired and cant see why they just don’t see the answers but truly I say to you These are great gifts and not ones given to everyone or to be taken lightly. That which you think is not a big deal is a big deal to many, for they are unable to see and reason as you do. I know you are tired and want to just fade away, but Cub you can not, we need you and all the other Light Workers out there. In these end times you and those like you will be needed more then ever. Do not give up Joy, there is much to do and we are winning, even if it doesn’t look that way right now I would not lie to you, we are winning.”

With that he bent down and wrapped his magnificent soft wings about me, instantly I felt an elation of great energy flow through me and I could hear the Angels singing. As I sat with Michael close to me, his wings about me I was so ecstatic. I looked at my hands and they were actually radiating a beautiful golden white light with blue and purple shimmers as well, all of me was radiating this light and it was exquisite.

“What is this light around me Michael? Is it from you?”

Michael smiled and whispered in my ear, “No Cub it is from you. That is what we see when we look at you, that is the loving expression of who you are. We do not see the physical shell you wear about you. We see the inner beauty, the glowing light that warms the universe and creates the positive energies in this plane. We see the loving energy you are and the warming caring heart you share with all. This is your true self, your light body, your essence. Many never get to see it, but it is what we see when we look at each one of you on this plane. Some shine bright, so bright it can never be hidden or destroyed, like you. Others have barley a spark, while others still have no light at all.”

I looked in awe at my hands, my legs, my body. No longer was I fat, crippled, unlovable or ugly as I felt myself to be here on the earth plane. No now I was amazing, lovely and ethereal and I beamed a bright light all about me. My shine lit up all the rays touched and warming them with my energy.

“I am pretty Michael, I really am pretty.” I said in wonderment as I looked at my lighted body.

“Haven’t I been telling you that all along? This shell you wear here is just a tool the darkness uses to get to you, to keep your focus from the beauty within. Society tells you and pressures you to look this way or that, when in the reality of the universe your true essence is more beautiful then this body you wear here could ever be.”

“Wow,” was all I could say, “Oh Wow”

Michael cleared his throat, all official and commanding. “The Lady and Lord have told me to bestow upon you this gift permanently, right now you have it somewhat anyway. But it is time the gift was opened completely so you may use it in your fight against the darkness and those who would do negative things. This gift allows you to see as we angels do. You will be able to see the essence of those about you. Those who shine are of the Light; those who do not are dark and serve the negative energies of the world. Those who still have a spark may need a bit of help to decide which walk they will take, the Light or the darkness. You can help them look to the light and share your shining light with them, bolster them and lead them if they allow it. Do you accept this gift fully?”

“Well I guess I signed on for this when I incarnated here so yes, I accept it and I ask for your guidance and intercession that I may use it in wisdom and for the Light,” I replied.

Michael then kissed both my eyes and said, “It is done.”

I felt a slight tingle and a great rush of tiredness fell upon me, I couldn’t keep my eyes open. “Sleep now Cub and dream, don’t forget the Spiritual Emergency kit.” I must have fallen asleep for I don’t remember anything after that.

This morning I awoke and my eyes were the same, I was disappointed as I saw people as I always did, as well all do. Bodies of flesh. But as I watched the TV I noticed some began to sparkle when I focused on seeing the truth of it all. It takes concentration so I must have to work at it more but it is coming. I looked at my dogs and I could see hearts in their left sides that glowed a rich gold and pink. They shimmered and then they went back to their fur bodies. I will continue to try to see as the Angels do, this gift is new and I will have to practice with it awhile I am sure. So that’s the latest.


Oh and here's the spiritual emergency kit

Spiritual Emergency Kit
© LWM May 08, 2008

Lifted up oil (for reaching a Higher State of Being) This oils is based in the Light and
aids one in exactly what it is called. It lifts up the mind, body and soul helping one to reach the Higher State of Being and make contact in any and all situations with that self. So if you have depressions, anger, confusion with what is going on about you or feel in a spiritual crisis (etc.) this oil will aid you in finding the truth of all things and what is best for you and Lift you up from it

Angel Feathers For there are many Light Workers in need, who will be and are now
being assaulted and oppressed by the Darkness. They need a sign to hold onto to help them fight off this Dark Night and so began the Angelic Feather Project. Each Feather has been ritually programmed and cleansed, then blessed by the Angels. Michael, Gabriel, Raphael, and Uriel just to name a few have made sure their energies flow through each and every feather.

Banishing Bath Salt Use to aid in banishing negative energies and gossip.

Unwavering Faith Lotion- To increase Faith in the worst situations, to seal cracks in
armor that negativity seeps in

My Angelic Strength Spray- Strength from the Universe when we enter places that
cause us fear, depression and uncertainty, pain. This blesses you with the Strength of a legion of Angels of the Lighted Positive path against the negative dark beings and energies

Ascension floor/body wash- Used to aid in the positive growth and enlightenment of the
user. Often said to make things clearer in ones life and adds a deeper understanding of obstacles placed in that person’s life.

Broken Wings Candle- (for aid in Healing the body and soul, protection) Can Be used Long
Distance. For those who are in need of soul and physical repair. It is meant to help those who need healing, those who have lost their way. To help regain the spirit of those that have fallen or are beaten down in what seems beyond repair. Also for the protection of those we care for; the small, the helpless, the hurting.

Armor of Light Powder - Enhances an armor of Light about the user. It can be used on
anything or anyone or anyplace, aiding in building an impenetrable Armor of Light on the Etheric/astral level and not allowing negative energies to penetrate it.

Walk With The Lady Potpourri- The recipe came from one of my dreams and astral
travels in which I was before the Lady and we were walking in the deep lush green forest. It was a wonderful time where much ancient information was shared and the direction of my life (and my mission here) was clarified. A wonderful accessory to your magickal everyday life. Use this potpourri to aid in your meditations and in your attempts to speak with the Lady and draw upon her wisdom and energy, in making decisions in your life as well as asking for guidance in your life.


Hecate’s Shield Liquid Soap/ Shower Gel
An impenetrable shield from The Dark Mother (who is loving like your grandmother, not negative to those She loves.) She who protects you and keeps you safe from all things negative, hurtful, and unwarranted. She is Justice in all things. Let Her justice fall as it may and let Her bring you that which you most need

Invincible Wall Granular Incense It aids in setting up an invincible wall that aids in
keeping you out of the target area and sends these negative attentions and energies back to where they came from.


Charged candles Candle’s charged to aid in keeping your head above water as you feel
overwhelmed by life and the obstacles thrown at you. To keep your thought close to the source and to aid you in getting through it all with as little stress and pain as possible

Arrowhead Pendent Tool imbued with positive energies to cut through it all, to aid in
Seeing the truth. To keep you as close to the positive source as possible, safely in the palms of their hands (whatever you perceive the Creator to be.) A cutting tool you can touch and wear when you need a bit more strength, to help relieve stress and aid you in centering and grounding in your spiritual walk. Keeps negativity from being able to pry you from your committed beliefs and stand in life.

Heres the link to the website
http://www.silverhoofs.com/spirekit.htm

If you want one of these kits tell me which one the full one or the ½ set and I will send you a paypal invoice or go ahead and order it at the website.
silverhoofs@att.net

Blessings,
LWM
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Tuesday, August 12th 2008

9:26 AM

11:11 What it really means and the Awakening

As we look into the very eyes of great darkness and the possible eventuality of World War 3, we must awaken and rekindle the Light within the Soul

Many of us talk about 11:11 and we see it often. It comes to us at the most unexpected times and we notice it more and more but we are unsure what it really means.

This video (Thank you Peace for sharing it http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=152235991&MyToken=0f3290bb-287d-4e0c-b930-146029331d65 ) helps in understanding 11:11, watch it and consider the Great Awakening that is happening all about us. Will you join in the awakening and become the Light Worker you are meant to be or will you say here in the material earth plane, stuck hypnotized by the eyes of the darkness

 

Blessings

 Lady Wolfen Mists

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Thursday, July 31st 2008

11:16 AM

July 31 2008

Well I still haven’t got the clarity I wanted on the last message but time seems to be of the essence so I will give you the feelings and impressions I have gotten. When I was with Michael we were looking into a portal with swirling whirlpool of color and pictures.

Michael took my arm and pointed and the blending colors and whirlpool began to clear. I saw a calendar with the months flipping away. Aug showed a dark red circle on Aug 2nd. Then the calendar highlighted the 18th through 30th. Next the calendar flipped to Sept and it was all red starting in light hues of red and becoming darker until you couldn’t even see the number under the red anymore.

Next pictures came, wars and bombs, riots, people running and fighting and grocery stores without much food. Cars pulled over in long lines and what looked like checkpoints. Then there were what seemed like cops in black uniforms and on and on it went in that vein

Cities appeared and flames of purple light exploded from pinpoints and above homes with in cities. The exploding lights then turned a bright Golden White and rained down upon the cities in need. As it touched people in the cities you could see the heart chakra's as well as other energy centers seemed to power up and glow. These people touched by the light reacted in a loving compassionate way. While there was little food to go round I saw people sharing what little they had. I saw entire homeless families in shelters huddled together but still sharing with others. As hard as it was there were times there was singing and laughing and lots of caring touches. The light continued over and over, purple flames exploring to Golden White in the air and back down on the cities. As much greed, corruption and pain there was all over the light in people souls and heart pushed it back. It was hard and even those who were light filled had hard times, times of despair (which looked a dark gray over them) yet the light continued to grow and push back the despair. The entire universe hummed and the energy frequency seemed to rise and fall, pulsing and throbbing as planets began to move and blink in and out.

The whirlpool of colors began again. Then upon a quick clearing the universe seemed to not be the same as it was before. Some planets had moved others were missing and Light filled the dark void of space. The beauty was indescribable and I looked into Michael’s eye all I could understand was one clear sentence. "Ascension in progress"

So that’s it, that’s as best I can understand it. I will keep trying; my energies are coming more into focus after everything that’s been going on. I hope to get clearer message once more soon. However in the meantime beware of the next 2 months it seems to be a very important time in the battle of light and dark. In the experience above I also got the expressed feeling that the Angels and those others working with and above them are very pleased with our progress and how hard and seriously we have been working to help in victory against the darkness. We are further ahead then they expected and this will be a great help, so keep up with what you’re doing. Be kind, share and above all SHINE!

Blessings,

LWM

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Monday, July 28th 2008

8:16 AM

A grandmother speaks up

If you agree or not this will make you think! People there are dark dark things ahead in Aug or beginning Sept that will change so very much. PLEASE LISTEN and I hope you are ready!

 

Please Watch this its on the weaponized avian flu.

 

NOW IS THE TIME!   WAKE UP!!!!!

 

 

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Friday, July 18th 2008

12:02 PM

Watch Aug 2008

A bit of the southern girl inside of me raises up and wants to share this video with you all. We are all in a time of need, our world, our country, our personal selves. As your personal DARK NIGHT surrounds you remember this sentiment. The ALBs (Angel Like Beings) I speak to tell me to watch closely the first 2 weeks of Aug. Especially Aug 2nd. Much will happen that will decide the fate of where we are going and what we will face as a world on these days. Let us all pray it goes by uneventful and we will easily slip into the next levels of Light and the ascent to Higher levels of being. Yet somehow I think it will not be so easy and many if not most Light workers and awakening Light workers will see the tragic signs of what to expect and what we will fight (the darkness) as it lays claim to this dispirited physical world

 

 

Love and Blessings,

 LWM (somedays an somedays a )

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Wednesday, July 16th 2008

8:07 AM

Latest Breaking News

Greetings friends,

Life here is beginning to move along with some normality to it again. I have gotten some backlash from my post where I wished 10 fold for justice on LWS family who left us hanging. Boy they felt they really told me off.

In any case I tried to explain my position on it saying that it was so that they may learn compassion and so on but they just didn’t get it. They felt I was in the wrong and evil for saying such a thing. I don’t know maybe I am, I am human and I make mistakes... I did wait my 24 hours before doing anything. I didnt do a spell that would cause undue harm. I just invoked the law of 3 (to the 10th) that what ever they gave out, they would get back. In this case the hurt, humiliation and so on, would revisit them 10 fold, so maybe next time if they were on this side of the table they would know how it feels. Alas the main answer was when i said something along the lines of,  just a phone call would have been nice (and to be fair they did say they did call but couldn’t leave a message I don’t know why they couldn’t but that’s what they said) anyway I was told very coldly that LWS knows that her brother is not a bank or a therapist. So I guess love for family is considered therapy, caring= therapy, showing of respect for anothers trials= therapy. Gosh i just have so very much to learn about family.

Being an only child I sincerely do not know how this sibling thing works, but so far I am far from impressed as it seems rooted in hurting, one side against the other and even fighting over items of parents who have died, games of one upsmanship and so on. I always thought it was about love and doing for each other because they were blood and were family. That if no one or nothing could be depended on your family was there, that they would love you because they were a part of you and they would help you because they loved you. Like I said I just don’t get it, so maybe they are right and maybe i am wrong and making wrong assumptions and mistakes.

Oh well I guess its not the end of the world if someone is unhappy with what I say or do, not the first time in my life and as psychic as I am it know it will not be the last. As long as I follow what seems right to me and since I pay for this blog I feel I have the right to say what i want (within reason) and since I have not used any names or pointed anyone to a specific website belonging to anyone in question (which in my opinion be wrong and childish) then i am OK with it. It was not my intent to harm but more to vent, to try and understand how someone would be so cold and such...

Yet again, I am human and not perfect by any stretch of the word. Perhaps it was my human side arising that offend them. Why cant someone who is still spiritual and speaks with Angel Like Beings not be able to become angry when they see something that seems so painful and uncaring. Why does someone who is spiritual have to be all Love and Light all the time, there is such a thing as righteous indignation....

Aw well i guess I will just let it be, I will probably raise their ire once more over this post as well. Hey I got an idea if this angers anyone, how about just NOT coming here and reading it anymore! Hows that work? I have taken them off my mailing list at their request so they really shouldn’t have any reason to come here and read anything any more. If they do then its their own fault and they are looking for something to be upset about, but then that’s just my own humble opinion. What do you all think?

Mentally i am growing stronger, thank you all so much for your continuing support and your out pouring of caring in so many way. The quick tags, the e-mails, the gifts, and just the general loving energies sent really really have lifted LWS and Myself over this rough spot and has taught me so very much, Blessing to each and every one of you 1000000 times over.

On another topic all together I saw this on the Internet and it made me smile, to bad it is so true, I think you may enjoy it as well

 
 
Blessings,
 LWM
 or  Working to figure that out
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Thursday, July 10th 2008

5:10 PM

For me- My grip is slipping

 

The darkness pushed me to the edge last night and I didn't have enough energy or will to fight back. I am so alone in this world and I live in such pain. Physical I hurt all the time, I am no longer "does it hurt today?" but now I am at "how much does it hurt today?" I have fallen twice in the last couple of days as my legs just wont hold me up and won't do as I ask them to. My diabetes is way over the top. I had an anxiety attack last night, I prayed it was a heart attack and I would go quickly. I have lost every single thing I have worked for in my life, I have been homeless and maybe so again. I am a loser to the nth degree.

Emotionally I am beaten slashed and shattered. I am alone with no blood family at my side. The one last shot I thought I had at having a family I seem to have somehow screwed up but I am not sure what I did. Just didn't fit I guess and these are such nice people that only the truly unspeakable would not fit there (I did not.) The nightmares of the sheriff breaking into my house seem to flood somehow twisting with the rape I suffered through in the Air Force. I thought i was long over that and left that far behind, yet i am reliving it every night since the sheriff banging down my door. At first it was just in dreams, now it happens when I am awake. I sit and listen constantly waiting for the next shoe to drop praying that those footsteps I hear do not stop at my door. I physically shake and my mind wont clear. I cry so much my eyes have painful sores on each corner from the salt. I miss my dogs they were all I had that loved me. I tried to think of 6 people who would miss me but I found that in truth I would be just a passing comment in a conversation as they moved on to talk about what they saw on TV last night. I have no fight left in me and the hurtful things that are being said by the darkness just keeps pushing me to end it all.

Spiritually I am not as strong as I should be; I am worn out and worn down. I am not sure I want to keep on fighting. I am not sure it is worth it to care anymore.

That is where I am in life. Please do not think I am trying to gain your sympathy I am only writing what is in my heart. I did not ask you here so please don't think I am fishing for anything. Also please do not call the police, it would just make things worse and I do not feel like hurting myself right now. Like I said I am just trying to figure it all out here

Last night the darkness was so bad I gave up and I tried again...yet I am alive again this morning. Then I find out a friend I cared for, a good man who deserved so much more and had so much more then I have to give the world died on Monday. Why I think? Why would he die when he was so useful and had people to love him. And me, who has nothing, who wants to die, who serves no purpose in life and now cant even maintain simple friendships with people who are so very kind and giving, why would someone like me keep making it? I would gladly give up my life to have this man return to his life, his love, his family. He has so much to share, he helped so many and he was so kind. What good am I this crippled shell of a person? Crippled not just in body but in mind and soul as well. What good am I?

Yet I am here and I try to face a new day, I walk forward with each faulty step and I reach as best I can with my tired worn and broken body, mind and soul for the Light. Still it seems so far away and I am so tired.

Angels if you are there HELP ME, Lady and Lord if you are there HELP ME. Heal me, I do not wish to live in this torment and pain anymore I beg all of you (angels and God and Goddess) HELP ME, Heal Me, give me some worth again, set me up and return to me the security I have lost. I implore you to do it soon, I am trying to hang on but my grip is slipping……..

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Thursday, July 10th 2008

12:39 AM

What to possibly expect

To those who have asked about the ALBs and what I have heard I have to say in this mess of a life of mine I have been blocked from talking with them on the conscious level (physical). However I do have subconscious (dreamtime) I have spent with them that I can share.

Now if you don’t want to hear what is coming and you are happy where you are in life DON’T READ ON! If you want to know what I was told here it is. I will make no apologies for this and I will not defend it. I have the time or energy to do so. Believe what you will. I am merely a vessel to present it

I was with Michael and a group of other Angels in the open room, as they discussed what is to come. They said the next 4 years here on earth will become sheer hell. That it is the time the darkness will ‘sing" and all forms of pain and hurt and depravity will rule. That laws once held dear will be thrown out, that the population of the world will die in a very awful flu like virus and in unknown painful fast moving illness’s. That genocide will continue at an alarming rate about us in many countries and that it will begin in others. That the middle east will draw the final straw and stop pushing each other and finally land a true punch. The world will have little to no food; water will be like gold. Banks will fail and homeless will be everywhere, families and individuals will die from cold exposure, heat exposure. Lack of health care, lack of food and from others just enjoying killing. Containment camps (refugee like camps for homeless) will be opened to place them in, they will lose everything and many will die at the hands of the governments while in these camps. The rich in the USA will be fine and not be touched by most of this, the middle class and poor will be fairly wiped out.

It is expected that by Aug. awful things will happen in America and Bush may declare Marshal Law, they said may because he still could have a conscious and exercise his freewill to not do so. Yet they were pretty much sure that as he has behaved in the past he will continue with his plan.

Light workers will be busy doing all they can to survive and to spread the light, darkness will be upon them with grand oppression every second of the day. To push the darkness away my friends find a heart felt song where there is a lot of emotion and sing it, Sing it outloud and in your head when need be. I like Faith of the Heart, but it can be any song that has great emotional meaning for you. You don’t have to know every word, heck you can make it up to suit the situation, just sing it. The commitment to the light, the faith in it and all the Righteous Good Caring Shining Light will push that darkness back and allow the Goddess and God room to work in your life as you need, to bring you answers or help or knowledge.

That is all my friend for now such relating drains my energy, I can do no more this night. There is more and I will share it when I feel better. I am an edge walker and I am desperately fight the forces that are telling me to just end it all, the forces that tell me no one reads this anyway and it is all just a waste. The voices that say make it easy on yourself and others, end the pain you feel so often now, the night terrors you dream of, the fear of the sheriff and all laws. That you are a loser, a lazy fat pig, that you deserve to die just as your mother told you when you were 5. That nothing you do is or will ever be good enough. Then there is the pain of the loss of my heart in my dogs, and my mental down spiral at that. The voices say end the lies that have been told to you, end this daily pain, end it all it whisper so softly in my head, and come home and rest. I fight this every second of every day and to day I do not feel much of a fight left in me, yet I know it is not what I should do. So I select to fight on bleeding, physical pain still off the charts, exhaustion, and so much more. I carry on for I am a good solider of the Light and i will not give the darkness a victory so long as there is a single breath left in me.

LWM

 

 

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Tuesday, July 8th 2008

10:18 PM

The Goddess provides even when family turns their back

Greetings everyone,

If you have been following my blog you know of our recent plight yet on the up side it has been a very spiritual cleansing time. I learned to let go of a lot and practice the unwavering faith I preach about. Practice what you preach is a harder road then I thought but we did it and are stronger in faith for it.

I also saw the many lightworkers of the Lady and Lord in action out there as people who we did not know would come to our aid stepped out of the wood work and not just held our hands and dried our tears but actually lifted us up on their shoulder and walked us though the fire. Amazing my friends, simply amazing. I wish each of you could experience such Love and such caring, it in itself is overwhelming and breathtaking.

Yes just when we felt the lowest we ever had, as I have no blood family I could ask for help. LWS has brothers who turned out to be not caring of our plight and WOULD NOT help us.(notice I said would not, not could not. Even when we crawled in tears and begged them for help which we would have paid back. The other one didnt even care enough to call her back.)  I pray the universe send to them 10 fold the pain, humiliation, fear, aloneness, helplessness, the night in the car and the loss of what we loved most (our precious babies) all that we went through. Let them feel the inhumaness they so uncaring left us to feel. Only thing is if they called us we would find some way to help them for I am that soft hearted. LWS on the other hand has pretty much walked away from them and will not look back (hurt like this is deep and perhaps she will heal but I doubt it since they haven’t even called to see how she is.) But enough of that I am sure you are bored with it by now.

I am trying to get back into the swing of things and still working on projects. One of the main projects I am working on is putting the 101 class into book form. You buy the book for a set price, if you wish to use it for recognition in to the Wolfen Wicca ® tradition there are tests you must take and a fee. Also there are kits that can be purchased (which will be on the website) for the practical items. So one can just buy the book and read it but to be a recognized member of the Wolfen Wicca ® tradition there are a few other steps one needs to go through before this is complete with a few reasonable fees as well. I think this will get the information out there much better and I can even get it into main stream stores like Barnes and Nobel and such. So wish me luck on that.

I am also trying to keep the Angelic feather project going and I hope to be sending out feathers to a few celebrities I feel need these by the end of this month.

No matter what WE as Lightworkers must continue to spread the Light no matter what is happening to us and what obstacles the darkness has placed in our way to make us unfocused and stray from the path. We must spread the Light to those we can, we must explain consequences for action and personal responsibility for acts (the basics of the 3 fold law) as this is some of the first steps to awakening the Light spirit within. Seeing and understanding how your action interact with all around you and accepting the consequences of those actions good or bad. We must explain free will choice that you can serve choose to serve the darkness or the Light. That the darkness can only promise you and give you those things that would have been given to you in the Light if you would have asked and reached out/prepared for. That the darkness is a liar and will eat your soul, the light will lift you up the spiritual ladder bringing you closer the Lady and Lord and to your higher self. Oh I guess I got on a roll there so I will now change soapboxes completely (hee hee)

OK now if you don’t care about helping the world and being a good steward skip this part. If you care I deeply deeply urge you to go to Care2 and sign this petition.

I signed the petition "Animal Cruelty on Snuffx.com - Offenders need to be Prosecuted to the fullest extent of the Law". This site is horrible and promotes animal torture as well as extreme porn violence I'm asking you to sign this petition to help us reach our goal of 3,000 signatures. I care deeply about this cause, and I hope you will support our efforts.

Please forward to everyone you know!!!!! The petition has hardly any signatures, so maybe it's new. Let's make sure everyone in the civilized world signs it.. Please pass on

Even if you can't bear to watch the video,

CAUTION DON’T READ THIS IF YOU HAVE A SOFT HEART: A video showing 3 young Asians skinning two cats (one white and one black) while they're alive and taped to a tree. It seems there were 4 people involved because you can see 3 and one is making the video. I couldn’t watch all this video as it made me physically sick and I couldn’t see through the tears. If you want to watch it then do so but if you have a very soft heart like I do just take my word for it this is worse then you could ever imagine and we MUST stop it now

Go here to sign the petition at
http://www.thepetitionsite.com/8/animal-cruelty-on-snuffxcom

OK so that’s it for now, if you have e-mailed me with anything please resend it as it may have gotten lost in the mess. I will be trying to catch up and answer everyone who has e-mailed me and I beg you patience as I am working as best I can and dealing on top of it all with an awful MS flare up

(Not an excuse just an explanation for my delays)

In the meantime please remember we are all spiritual creatures having a physical adventure. If you see someone in need help them. Reach out a hand, dry a tear, if you have a dollar or more you don’t know what a difference this may make in their life at that time. Give my friends for in reality none of this stuff can be taken with you and none of it is as important as the love you create and share and the spiritual lessons you learn and information you glean from life. So love my friends, care my friends and SHINE as the truly wondrous being the Goddess and God created you to be. SHINE!

Still I Am Forever In The Loving Service Of Others,
Lady Wolfen Mists

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Sunday, July 6th 2008

10:19 PM

Make a difference In America today!

My friends if you havent signed the Kucinich petition to Impeach Bush I ask you to think about it. Let your heart guide you and let the many who have been killed in this senseless war hear you step up and say "ENOUGH of this Crap!" Lets take back America and make Her Strong, Loved and Honorable as She was meant to be by the founding Fathers.

http://impeachment.kucinich.us/petition/

Now stop moaning about Bush and all that’s going on and DO SOMETHING about it!

 

 

 

Fighting for the Light & Lady Liberty

Lady Wolfen Mists

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Friday, July 4th 2008

2:37 PM

4th of July 2008

Lastest update things are changing for me, better I am not sure but the universe is making great changes in my life. Yet I will tell you more of that later.

 

Right now I want to remind you how very sacred this day is here in the USA. We take it for grated a day off work, fireworks, parties and laughter but just for a second let us reflect on this day and the many who gave so very much for us to enjoy this day.

Someone asked me who my heroes were, I stand tall and tell you that these are the true heroes in my life. The grand gestures so many make in the public eye are nothing compared to the everyday works of these wonderful people who serve us without fail.

Please just take a second to think on them, if you watch this video be sure to have a tissue ready (if you have a heart at all) and stand proud with a loud THANK YOU on your lips and in your HEARTS

 

 

Happy 4th of July All,

LWM

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Monday, June 23rd 2008

9:32 AM

Where i have been

Hello all my dear friends I guess I should give you an update on my life and why I have been out of touch. On wed last we were evicted from my wonderful house. It was totally unexpected and before you say that’s illegal your right, but they still did it and so I was faced with the fact I had to find a place to live. I was homeless.

The sheriff came banging and kicking (yes kicking no exaggeration) on the door. I was sitting in my nightgown in my chair sleeping when all of a sudden the door behind me was literally being pulled off the hinges. I didn’t know who or what was going on. The man was shouting he was the sheriff and I was being evicted. He was rude, threatening and not in the least human or civil, demanding I get up and let him in. I told him I was disabled and couldn’t get up to open the door (in tears, near hysteria and total shock of course) He started kicking the door, and said he was going to kick it down if I didn’t open it. I was begging him not to kick my door in and to give me just an hour to call and find out what was going home. My roommate would be here in a ½ hour to figure this all out.

He still was kicking and yelling and threatening to dump me out on the street and then call social services. I couldn’t move I couldn’t think I couldn’t do anything. My eye started to go blind and my brain problems kicked in, I was shaking and my arm began to hurt, my face going numb, I had no idea what was being said or anything like that. Anyway to